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  • Exodus: A Mourning Song

    For Bishop Athanasios Amos Akunda (1971-1/4/2019) and read out at his grave.

    Presvytera Elizabeth Tervo

    What song shall I sing for your Exodus, my friend
    since you went out from among us?
    You went out from laughter to tears
    and the wrinkles from smiling are all smoothed out now.
    You left the tribes and the diocese and
    the Library of Alexandria behind.
    You took the flight of the alone to the Alone.
    You went from silence to the Great Silence
    because the voice of God is not in the thunder
    and your very name in Greek means the one who listens
    but not in the subject case.
    You never put yourself in the subject case.
    What song shall I sing for your Exodus?

    You used to ask us for a blessing, and
    You used to ask even tiny children for a blessing.
    You never asked anything else for yourself.
    What song shall I sing for your Exodus?
    God only knows why there had to be pain in your smile
    and you burned yourself up.
    Your life went out like a candle.
    Every human soul is a mystery.
    What song shall I sing for your Exodus?
    You knew the African diaspora and all its scholars,
    the Middle Passage, slavery, and colonization,
    the botched freedom, the movement of the people.
    You tried to heal even the land, to bring water.
    How shall I meet you now under the earth?
    How can I know someone who is before God now?
    What song shall I sing for your Exodus?

    Our grief for you is undying and endless
    and you can never be replaced
    yet someday there may come others
    who might grow to be almost equally as beloved
    as we all rise up into the full measure of Christ,
    shining like stars as we walk through the waters
    holding out the word of eternal life.
    What song shall I sing for your Exodus?
    Shine on your way, Master!
    Lead us on your path between the waters and the waters
    and we will come out with dancing and singing,
    with drumming and with rattles,
    like the people out of Egypt long ago
    to follow you down the years—
    Send us your journey’s mercies from God.

    Heaven is infinitely larger than the earth
    but as small as a village where everyone is a friend
    and no one is a stranger.

    That is the song I sing for your Exodus.

    Through the prayers of the Theotokos
    Through the prayers of St. Athanasios the Great
    Through the prayers of St. Moses the Black
    And through the prayers of our holy master Athanasios
    of blessed memory, hierarch of Kisumu
    and all western Kenya
    may the Lord God have mercy on us. Amen.


    Poem originally published in The Basilian: A Journal of Orthodox Thought and Culture. Volume II. Issue 1.

    Photos originally published with His Grace’s obituary atOrthodoxMissionKenya.org